Have you ever thought that there are certain cliques in the church?
Have you ever seen the same people at church talking to each other?
Have you ever thought that you were an out cast at church?
Have you ever thought that every one is so caught up in your life?
Have you ever thought that there are some evil spirits still in church?
I want to share something with you all and it’s been really hurting my feelings.
I had this best friend name Jonea.
We were so close.
I was at the Church before her but, I knew her already from school.
We just haven’t seen each other in so long that our bond grew closer.
We were doing so good that we became the best of friends already.
I spent a night over her house and we hung out.
Well, all of that changed in a short amount of time.
This all started with a post on Facebook.
I had put a post on Facebook saying that ¨I Hate All Men and they are cheaters¨ because my feelings were hurt
I understand that was a bad thing to say.
I did apologize to everyone.
A ¨boy¨ had hurt my feelings so bad that I ended up crying.
That’s why I said what I said.
I tend to say things out of anger.
So, I guess some people from Church had got offended and they took it to the extreme.
This one girl name Tamara took it to the extreme.
I believe she was judging me.
She said ¨That people were going to look at me funny and ask why did I say that.¨
That clearly states that other people will judge me.
I knew that after that day I said that.
Someone at Church was going to call me out about that.
Okay, so Tamara kept asking me why did I put that up there and what was the point.
I cursed her out and I know that’s bad on my part.
But, she came at me like she was judging me.
They left that situation alone for a little bit.
But, then I saw Jonea with Tamara all the time.
Tamara was calling her best friend and walking around with her 24/7.
Tamara said I hurt her brother feelings.
But, I would expect her brother to come to me about it the way she did.
The post wasn’t even about her.
That’s the point that I’m not getting.
Now her and Jonea so called friends.
Me and Jonea not talking like that now but, I didn’t do anything to her.
She supposed to be my so called bestfriend.
She say hey to me but that’s it.
We used to have so many conversations other than Hey.
This situation upsets me and I cried about it last night.
I feel like they both trying to come against me.
I’m telling you if you see how they are in Church together, you would know what I mean.
I’m just upset.
I feel like they’re talking about me.
I lost my bestfriend to a situation that had nothing to do with her.
What should I do?