I have so many suicidal thoughts in my mind t’s ridiculous.
I haven’t harmed my self and I could have did it along time ago.
The only reason why I haven’t harmed myself, is because I have a mission/assignment to complete for God.
My mission/assignment is not complete.
Since it’s not complete that means I’m still alive.
I’m still alive because I know there is a greater purpose for me on this earth.
Killing myself would be a sin and I don’t want to be selfish.
Selfish meaning killing myself and not worrying about everybody else’s feelings.
Well, I know my mission and it will get completed.
I know I will be fine.
God would never give us too much to handle.