I wonder how it feels to date someone younger than me.
I actually have dated someone my age.
Maybe that’s what I should aim for.
Just only one year younger than me or my age perhaps.
The man two or three years older are on
a way more deeper level than me.
Maybe that’s why I can’t really
find my type.
I don’t even know my type and just say that
I have a type.
I never went on a real date.
It seems no one wants to have fun
and go out anymore.
People don’t even ask me
what I like to do anymore.
But, Maybe I should ask
what do they like to do.
It’s not like they’ll go out with me any way.
All my relationships has been cut short.
Don’t ask me why.
All I just know is someone told me that
I’m to demanding.
I like everything to go my way.
But, it wasn’t just one person.
It was more than one who has said that.
I’ll be honest, I do want every single thing
to go my way.
Dammit, and I’ll say it again.
I WANT EVERY SINGLE THING TO GO MY WAY.
I’ll probably get into an argument with you about
People are so afraid to go out with me
or they stand me up well because
I’m just not there type.
One of my pet peeves is to stay
in the house all day and lay up.
If you know what I mean.
That’s just irritating as hell.
Excuse my language.
I love to have fun.
I learned so much things about me it’s ridiculous.
Maybe I’m that type of female who doesn’t want
a man to take control.
I like to take control.
Because I’m afraid they can be too controlling.
I seen those movies on life time.
Maybe, that’s why I’m like this.
I used to watch lifetime all the time.
Then I stopped.
Anyway, I just don’t like for man to have control over me.
I’m just too demanding for anyone to date me.