I woke up feeling a little okay.
Head and stomach stop hurting.
Yesterday, felt like
I was about to tip over.
Felt like I was a little hung over.
But, really I was just tired of
turning back over
to the past,
the hurt and
I was just sick from it last night.
Now I see,
why people say don’t
dwell on the past to much.
Even though we hear them say it.
Yet, we still dwell on it.
I’m sure I’ll be back at it again tonight.
With the same thinking.
I understand if my so called friends
don’t want to be around that.
If they wanted to know what I really go through…
This what I usually go through at that
time of night.